LEAVE ME ALONE IN DAT UGLY CORNER! !

Im jus in fcuking no mood, fcuk away everyone.. Dun care me, dun talk to me!! I WANNA SHOUT SO LOUD TO THE SKY I HATE MYSELF,I WAN TO CRY SO LOUD,I HATE E FEELING,I WAN TO BE DRUNK TO KEEP MYSELF NUMB!!! JUS SO FRUSTRATED!!! I really duno wad i actually wan, i duno wad im actually holding on to. Anyone kindly show me e path to walk? Quarrel with dad n mum, they jus duno wad i wan. ARHGHH! Everyone is calling me to think, to think bt did they think hw am i going to think. I wan to think, but e more i think e more my head going to burst. Everything jus go e fcuking wrong way!! I dun wan to see much more things happening.. May all those lovely couple last long, may my lovely people live well and i dun wan my friends to care bout me anymore, thanks!